God did I mope around for a few days
You see I jinx myself and its know in the trade as artist block, I started to really hate what I was doing and I lost some confidence in it as well. But I took some time out looked though art books and other artists work and listened to loads of music
David Bowie
Duran Duran
Faith no more
Pearl jam
Fear factory
The Smiths
Radiohead
Ac Dc
Raging Speedhorn
Alice Cooper
And that music really got me through it. Iv started to paint flowers, which is a massive change indirection I dont know how long it will last but I'm willing to explore all the possibilities. I also had some amazing luck today in a charity shop behind a massive book called the art book (lol) I found a Gerald Scarfe book amazing!! I brought it and when I got home to read I found that it was signed by Gerald Scarfe wishing best wished to a Barbara who I believe the book belonged to before I found it in a charity shop, Im really glad to have found the book but Im now drawn to the history of the book and where its been and who has loved the book before me.
Thats me done writing for the time being
Take care peeps
Peace out Chris
